A thousand little lights around the rafter twined Yellow, dark, unseen though upon inspection Close proximity Evokes the tree from which the beam was made As well the one who set their life by stars Sensing yet their body pulse In the emulsions of some crawling and confronting bark. The lights, more unison than me—while I pretend vitality. Legs knotted like a clutching trunk, curve at the knee, ungracefully. The spine a bough that whacked from a sapling missed On the walk And my sappy arms unsure between palm or fist. That swaying tower clime— This breath, the sound of tree-high bristle-branch Wind-blown, unremembered— While eye and foot traced stream to anabranch. A kind of pallid ash The weight of me Lagan on the floor— Now fluttered all away, Divining of the core.