I can still see the sun through the storm But let me tell you, I feel anything but warm The waves rose and took from us the beach The land crumbled and sank back into the sea And somewhere out in the cold of the Pacific deep Opens its eyes and flexes its fins, tryna break free It’s the world, it’s our heart, it’s in our lungs Rising up with the swell of the ocean And the time that it took to wake back up Was more than enough to keep it locked shut But in the haze of a life lived back to front No one stopped to make sure that it didn’t erupt And as the storm rolled in I tried to forget All the useless shit I’d kept in my head All the things that I felt, heard, and read And all love left to give that had never been said And I thought that I’d never again find that warm place Until the record needle skipped my vein and everything was erased Now I weigh one-hundred and I can never escape Even with my skin breaking off as I increase the dosage I take And the rain lashed like tongues, soaking me through the skin It was then I knew how much trouble I was in I felt like I was going to turn to a tree in the leafless grove And leave just like Plath through the kitchen stove Someone left it on so the water would turn back to steam The tide rushing through the halls to lap at my feet Biting my tongue, I suppressed a scream And wondered if I was stuck back there in that dream