Under the ocean Next to a boiling vent He moves his tail Earth’s first resident The valley floods And we all run away Drains out again Come back and plant the grain He rises up Up from a benthic plume The earth splits up And it’s all over too soon And it all goes dark In the blink of an eye No one around Except you and I… And paper burns But it’s alright These old books Can give us light Fumbling blind I caught a flash of light Outlining your features Just one last time And I gripped your hand and asked again If it would be okay To tell you about something long ago That might seem rather strange “There’s something that’s inside of me Underneath my skin And I think I know exactly who To blame for putting it in.” I gripped her hand-- Mine rough as sand-- “And I hope you don’t mind If I bring it up all the time.” “It burns through my bones and turns me to rust And makes me feel like I’m about to collapse into dust And I know the things it’ll do it if fucking breaks free I know for a fact because that thing is me.” “It’s not who I like, and it’s not who I want But at this exact moment, he’s all that I’ve got Sometimes I wonder if this was part of the plan To test to see who I truly am.” “I fumbled blind through a little white lie To see how far I could go--” She raised a hand to my lips and said “I already know.” “I know that it pains you And I know that it hurts Regardless, that’s not how I want To spend my last night on earth.” “And I know that’s not What you want to do, too.” She was totally right. The bitch fucking knew. I heard a laugh--bark from the dark-- “That’s all in the past. For the moment, I’d like to see How long this moment lasts.” And I told her stories, singing strange All up until the dawn Found out we had settled out On some neighbor’s lawn The fissure cracked the earth in half As deep as one could see A gaping maw of dirt and rock Made like gnashing teeth